Mango Pie.. anyone..

Hm... mango pie .. anyone...

Basically fruit pie sieee .. fillingnya vla.. terbuat dari mixture soya milk dan mango jus.. rasanya??? Kata suami maahh.. enyakkk... secara dia pecandu masakan istri nomer satu.. anak2 juga seneng bangettt..

Tapi? coba liat cara bunda membuat dan mengambil gambar ??? Amatir banget kaaannn????

Yang pertama... nyusun buahnya masih JAOOOHHH dari rapii.. yang kedua.. HALAH!!! fruit pienya ditaro diatas bangku bakso.. coba.. kalo tumplek kan lumejeeennn booooooo.... hihihih..

Ide bikin mango pie?? dari mango weeknya NCC,... yang udah kelar dari kapan tau.. tapi bunda masi belum sempet2 aja berkreasi.. ceileee.. hehehe..

Yang pengen nyoba... silahken pesen yaaa.. contactable at 021 94634108.. Ditunggu lho.. !!!

Mahluk2 kantoran yang bikin gemesss..

What should i say.. besides.. there're always black and white in anythingg...
Masi betah juga jadi orang kantoran, alhamdulillah.. banyak bersyukur ajah yang penting..

eventhough.. kadang suka amazed sama kejadian2 di kubikel kantoran.. huaaahhh.. dari yang semi bullying sampe anekdot2 bego ga penting.. sampe guyonan yang rada2 sexist.. yang mengganggu dan suka bikin merah kuping..

terus nyuri2 biar bisa IM-an ga penting sama temen sekantor..hihihi... *hi guyzz....

Sampe baca email2 ga penting yang isinya hoaxes.. ato gosip2 miring..hihihih.. suka kangen sama temen2 lama kaylo kayak gini. ..

akhirnya.. last but not least.. mahluk2 kubikel kantoran ternyata lucu2 juga.. kadang suka bikin kangen meskipun ada beberapa yang suka bikin pengen muntah baru ngedenger ngomongnya ajah...

Aren't we all live in a sitcom world..

Huaahhh....

Lagi males banget keluar.. pas dibawain makan dari rumah juga.. jadi.. makan sambil sedikit blogging dheee...

Selain blogwalking.. semalem gw mikir-mikir..

Iya juga yaa.. we all really live in a sitcom world.. banyak banget pelajaran yang bisa dipetik dari kehidupan sehari-hari..

Contohnya.. kemaren di suatu kantor dibilangan bisnis distric Jakarta..

Sebagai salah satu imbas dari world economic recession -- katanya.. we must cut cost for everything.. (well.. perasaan bukannya kita never ending recession??? )..

Secondly.. telp di meja gw bunyi dunkkk... pagi2.. guw yang masi direpotin sama kerjaan2 dadakan.. yang selalu datang.. biar GAK pernah di planning..

"siang mbak.. kami dari hotel *****..
"iya pak.. ada masalah apa ya??
"begini.. tamu kami yang terdaftar atas nama PT *********... kebetulan depositnya masih tersisa..
"hm.. lalu knapa pak? biar saja nanti siang.. ada staff kami yang ambil sisanya...
"bukan begitu mbak.. tapi bapak ini mau ambil sisa depositnya.."
"HEH??...
"iya.. beliau sekarang ada di depan saya..
"Lhadalah..
(gw langsung donk consult.. secara di kantor maen salah-salahan lagi jadi End of Year TREND)

"Biar aja nad.. asal kita dapet invoicenya.."
"Hmm.. pak.. kami tidak keberatan..asal kami bisa dapat invoice untuk kepentingan acct kami".. kata gw agak ragu..
"Tapi bapak itu juga minta invoicenya mbak.. "
"....????...
Boss gw dengan cueknya ngomong.. "biasa nadd.. biar dia bisa claim juga dikantornya..
yaaa.. kamu sering2 lah gaul dengan orang2 *****.. mereka biasa begitu kok
"?????"
"Ya sudah pak.. tolong dikasih aja.. tapi saya bisa minta diprint ulang ya..
"Baik Mbak.. nanti sore kami kirim invoice reprint-nya.. "

ck..ck..ck..

Gw ga abis pikir.. uang yang ga seberapa.. Well.. forgive me if im wrong.. definitely cant judge people.. Tapi.. yang bener aja booooooooooooooo.......

sore-sore yang rada mendung.. staff gw nyamperin sambil ngasi hasil printing.. Ternyata ga banyak jumlahnya.. masi 6 digit lah.. cuman.. yaaa.. gw kadang suka bingung aja.. ck..ck.ck..
Yang sering gw sesalin adalah komentar yang nganggep gw kok aneh banget dipertanyain..

Well.. lemme tell you somethin guyz..

Sementara elo tereak2 soal cutting cost.. tapi kita ngebiarin praktek2 gini take place.. Iya.. elu emang bisa ngakal-ngakalin auditor.. tapi tetep aja KAGA bener.

Penipuuu.. ada dimana-mana.. bewareee

Huaahh..

Kayaknya udah berbulan-bulan gak blogging.. yang ada malah sibuk blog walking... ato sama kerjaan kantor..

Kondisi kantor juga lagi gak ngenakin.. office politics are everywhere.. and it makes me damn sick!!!!

Salah gw juga siey.. ngaruh gt?? hehehe..

Btw.. beberapa hari yang lalu.. disela-sela kerjaan dan pikiran2 yang bercabang-cabang.. hp gw bunyi..

"Selamat siang"
"siang.. (gw diem2 mule curiga.. palingan ini telemarketer)
"benar ini ibu nadia "
""Yupe.. dengan siapa saya bicara.. (dalam hati gw mulai curiga..naahh..mule dhe... )
"Saya ***** ibu.. saya mau check..apa benar ibu dalam 3 bulan terakhir pernah berbelanja di ........ (disebutinlah supermarket2 besar.. hmm.. udah keliatan dhee.. )
terus gw jawab :
"maaf mbak.. saya selalu belanja di pasar tradisional.. maklum.. rumah saya di kampung.."
"lho.. begitu ya bu.. kalau begitu.. apa ibu menggunakan kecap merek ***** "
(hmm.. pasti kalo begini dia mulai lagi dhe.. secara kecap yang disebutin.. ga mungkin banget orang gak kenal.. gw ladenin aja dhe.. )
"maaf mbakk.. saya pake kecap merek ************... soale warung deket rumah ga jual merek itu.
"o.. begitu ibu.. kalau begitu tidak apa.. tapi yang pasti.. SELAMAT YAA.. IBU TERPILIH MENJADI.. bla.. bla..bla.. (perasaan gw makin ga enak.. ya ampuuunn ni orang gmana yaa.. tadi nanya2 gw belanja dimana.. sekarang kok ga belanja.. ga pake produk apa2.. malah selamat..)
-gw.. dengan suara setengah bingung .. acting.com dhe pokoknya.. bilang..
"sebentar mbak..sebentar.. mbak tadi tanya kan.. saya pernah belanja di .... saya jawab.. nggak.. terus.. tanya lagi.. saya pengguna ... nggak? saya jawab.. nggak.. kok sekarang mbak bilang saya dapet hadiah.. Aneh banget dhee..
"menurut saya ya mbak.. kalo emang ini beneran.. pasti kalo saya ga qualified.. ya udah..
"tapi bu nadia.. ini beneran lhoo.. anda mendapatkan liburan gratis ke **** - dia nyebutin salah satu resort di puncak dan di anyer..
belum kelar dia ngomong.. gw langsung ngomong..
'aduh mbaakkk... pasti mbak salah orang dhe.. lagi pula.. saya sering banget kesana.. masi punya rumah di dua tempat itu..
seeeeeeepp... langsung sepi dhe..
'halo..haloo.. mbak.. (kata gw.. sok worry padahal ngebet ngakak.. )
' ya bu.. maaf kalo begitu bu... selamat siang.. (krek.. langsung telp ditutup.. )

Temen2 gw langsung ngakak dunk.. ngliat tampang gw yang tiba2 aneh..

Jadi sodara-sodara.. kalu ada telpon2 kayak gitu.. JANGAN PERCAYA..
Logika ajah.. itu pasti crook network.. gampang banget ngliatnya yang pertama-tama.. :
1. Dia langsung nyebutin SELURUH hypermarket/supermarket besar.. yang mana.. setiap pemegang kartu debit/kartu kredit.. pasti sekali pernah belanja kesana..
2. Dengan membawa label resort besar, orang dianggap bis serta merta percaya.. (duuhh.. pliz dhe mbakk.. hari gini gt lhooo.... loe ngomong resort di Mali juga ai kaga beli... )
3. Bawa2 produk UNILEVER/INDOFOOD.. yang sekali lagi juga bikin gw mikir.. mana mungkin beli sabun..dapet hadiah tanpa ngirimin apa2.. darimana produsen tau kita pake produk dia? hal yang paling mungkin ya dari slip pembelian kan??? Nahhh.. gw makin curiga..

Hal yang paling penting diingat "
PLEASE USE YOUR COMMON SENSE.. hari gini.. semakin banyak orang yang coba memanfaatkan ketidakwaspadaan orang lain..

Gw ada cerita.. beberapa waktu yang lalu.. tetangga gw kehilangan 27 juta dari duit pensiunnya.. Penyebabnya? sepele sekaligus konyol.. Kenapa sepele.. disebabkan dari tertelannya kartu ATM miliknya di salah satu gerai atm.. Konyolnya.. bukannya menghubungi Call Centre.. yang harusnya terdapat dan dimulai dengan angka 52+****** ato 25*********, dia malah menghubungi no telp yang tertempel dekat mesin atm, yang dimulai dengan angka 9***** (ini mah jelas2 no prabayar)...

Terlebeih.. yang dhubungi meminta no PIN... ini merupakan hal yang TIDAK AKAN PERNAH diminta oleh bank..

And... there goes 27million rups.. Menurut gw sieee.. kita memang harus sangat2 waspada akan hal2 seperti ini..

Well.. mudah2an aja ga terjadi hal2 yang tidak diharapkan.. amieeenn..

Puasa Pertama...

Pagi ini..

Puasa hari pertama.. tahun 2008.. Marhaban ya Ramadhan.. bulan yang penuh maghfirah..

Pagi2.. sampe kantor.. sudah ada beberapa email yang bikin esmosi.. hehehe.. bukan juga siey.. namanya kerjaan.. terkadang ada aja salah paham yang timbul.

Gak adil juga dan kurang bersyukur rasanya kalo dibilang posisi di kantor gak enak.. Saya termasuk penganut yang.. ya sudahlah.. cari posisi yang paling enak.. kerjakan semua yang ada karena itu ibadah.. jadi ga adil pula kalau saya banyak komplain mengenai pekerjaan.

Hanya saja.. saya kadang terlongo-longo.. Kalo dalam pengambilan suatu keputusan.. dimana bukan saya yang berwenang.. hal2 yang saya ajukan.. namun mendapat penolakan.. yang terkadang gak jelas knapa.

Contohnya pagi ini.. saya dapat teguran mengenai domain salah satu pt di indonesia.. Domain yang saya ajukan lebih official.,, well... itu menurut saya.. namun.. ternyata domain pilihan yang disetujui oleh managemen.. berarti?? was that my mistake??? Salah satu asmen dikantor yang saya print email addressnya.. mendapat protes dari superiornya..

Saya diemail langsung olehnya.. "its not something that i want to highlight on email".. lohhh... and I have to meet the PIC myself.. alamaaakk.. mbok ya langsung ngomong wae... saya sudah bisa menduga kalau ini pasti karena domainnya yang memang agak kurang menarik.. well.. in other words ga ada bagus2nya..

Sekali lagi.. it was not my decision to pick that name.. Kenapa orang2 ga ngerti ya??? yang kayak gini suka bikin gue capeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeekkkkkkkk... Asli capeeeekk.. tiap orang ada jobdesk sendiri2 kan.. dan bukan job desk gw untuk decide which domain that we are going to use.. Hal2 yang ga penting buat ngerusak hari gw.. Dan kayaknya gw ga mau ngebiarin hal ini terjadi.. hehehe.. *well.. meskipun sudah ga enak jadinya.. hihihih..

ya sudahlah.. biar bagaimana.. kerja kan ibadah.. jadi dijalanin aja.. sabar.. insya Allah magfirah.. amien.. yaa rabbal alamin..

Lessons in Life

Guyz....

Banyak banget sebenarnya yang bisa kita pelajari dalam hidup...

Hal yang pada awalnya nyebelin banget.. bikin sebel.. bikin maki-maki dalam hati.. ternyata banyak membawa kebaikan.. aduuhh.. malu banget sama Tuhan yang udah kasi rizki.. ternyata memang segala sesuatu Dia yang merencanakan, Dia pula yang menunjukkan jalan..

Jalan yang tidak harus lurus, licin,, tapi kadang berliku dan terjal.. TApi?? siapa yang sangka kalo dibalik itu ada Utopia.. ada kesempurnaan??

Saya jadi teringat ucapan kawan lama.. that the sun always shine after rain.. bahwa kesempurnaan hanya milik Allah semata.. bahwa selalu ada reason.. bahkan embun yang jatuh ketanah pun mempunyai tugas tersendiri..

That we are nothing.. we are just a dust in a universe..

Kadang kalo lagi eling gini.. saya suka berasa banget banyak dosa.. aduuhh.. niat memperbaiki diri timbul dhe.. mudah2an ga cuman dimulut yaa. .amien.. amien..

Hmm.. masi banyak banget yang sebenarnya mau disampaikan.. tapi..b erhubung hampir magrib.. sepertinya saya sudahi dulu ..

Marhaban Ya Ramadhan..

Marhaban Ya Ramadhan..

Tidak ada kata2 lagi yang saya bisa ucapkan.. selain.. Alhamdulillah.. terimakasih ya Allah.. telah memberikan saya hal-hal yang baik.. mengingatkan saya akan hal-hal yang tidak baik..

Seperti biasa.. kegiatan sebelum bulan Ramadhan adalah nyekar ke makam Alm Papa, dan Eyang juga Bude tersayang..

Memasuki bulan ramadhan.. bulan penuh keberkahan selalu mengingatkan saya akan keberadaan mereka.. Mengingat betapa Allah sayang kepada mereka.. Semoga mereka senantiasa dijauhkan dari siksa.. amien..

Menjelang ramadhan.. jadi ingatt.. kalau saya masih punya banyaaaaaaaaakkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk hutang puasa.. meskipun sudah dibayar.. tapi kalau dibayar tanpa puasa juga serasa kurang afdol.. hehehehe..

Wes pokoknya... menjelang ramadhan ingetnya.. bulan penuh rahmah, penuh keberkahan, dimana pahala melakukan shalat sunah menjadi wajib, shalat wajib dilipatgandakan.. dimana Surga merindukan orang-orang yang ridha memberikan sebagian rizkinya kepada yang membutuhkan.. orang2 yang menahan lidahnya.. menahan segala nafsu duniawi..

Satu hal yang saya inginkan.. semoga Allah melapangkan umatNya.. dalam menjalankan ibadah puasa.. amien..

17'an di lingkungan.. Happy Independence Dayyyy... .

Guyzzzz...

Seperti diatas itulah Sajian TujuhBelasan tahun ini..

Isinya : Tumpeng buat Pak RT :).. banyak banget cerita yang menyangkut pembuatan tumpeng ini.. saya.. jujur saja bertugas membuat bumbu urap (yang kemudian dikritisi karena kurang pedas dan manis..hehehe), wadah kelapa dan hiasan2.. berikut telur pindang dan baceman..

Foto kedua itu isi dari lauk yang saya buat.. sedangkan yang terakhir.. hehehe.. saya hanya buat coklat dan orange cake (blum diupload.. )..

Huaaahhh.. pertama kali tujuhbelasan repot bangeeeeeeeeeetttttttttttttttttt...........

Dari mulai jadi panitia tanaman obat keluarga.. bazaar.. tujuhbelasan RT sampeeee.. ikutan lomba bakiak..kekekekek.. seru juga siey.. gotta admit that.. Blum lagi sibuk nganterin anak2 yang ikutan sepeda hiasss.. Weesss pokok'e seruuuuuu juduleee...

Sempet bingung.. wong blum pernah aktif yang namanya 17-an.. ini malah bantuin ibu2 PKK jualan.. kekekeke.. Seneng juga siieee.. secara emak2 muda kalo jualan kan heboh bener.. hehehe.. Waktu itu coklat batangku ludes..des.. sempet kaget juga.. hehehe..

Anyway....perayaan tujuhbelasan kali ini.. memang lain.. anak2 udah bisa diajak kompromi..

Sedihnya, kemaren asisten andalan pulkam.. huaaaaaaaaaaaa.. gimana cubaaaaa...huhuhuh.. mana mau puasaaa.. gmana mo jualannnnn..huh... nyebeliiinn bangettttt

Mudah2an sieeyy.. bener dia balik lagi secepatnya..

Another Project

Huaaahh..

Setelah beberapa kali trial and error... Akhirnyaaaaa.. ada juga pesanan yang datanggg..
Senengnyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.............

Yang diatas pesanan cupcake pertama.. Basenya choc sponge pake filling choc dan dihias swirl pake WhC plus blueberry paletta..

Yang dibawah.. cake hantaran lamaran.. buat kakaknya pemesannn.. Rasanyaaaa??? Hm.. kata yang nerima siey enak banget mbak.. heheheeh.. syukur alhamdulillah..
Namanya Strawberry choc cake.. basenya sponge choc plus filling strawberry cincang, WhC dan strawberry jam..

Tertarik??? Silakennn pesen ke saya.. * gak nolak kok..heheheh.. ngarep.com dhe..

Divortiaree.. the book

You know,.. I just finished the latest book written by Ika Natassha - which title is Divortiare..

Well, i must say that she's quite a helluva writer.. meaning.. i love the way she writes.. I do.. after a very yuppy wedding - cant wait to read her next book..

What's inside the book is about a divorce.. divortiare - in italian word.. She include her daily activities in her writing - which amazed me.. ( i cant hardly do that.. ).. and open my eyes in several cases that happen in our daily life.

I have several frieds who are divorcees.. yet they had problems in getting divorce, unlike the story that ika told us in her book..

One thing for sure, i believe that we must focus in whats best.. not for ourself but to the children.. if you dont have any, and you want to be separated.. its a lot easier..

I cant tell you more, since I didnt get involve in any.. well.. some of close friends cases amazed me quite a lot.. some even doesnt make any sense..

Our children, mes ames.. always become the victim to any dispute that we and our spouse have.. Well, .in other word.. sometimes we have quarrell.. we didnt look at things from the same corner.. and its quite normal to have a 'discussion'... One thing that we must keep in mind.. think of your children.. what's best for them.. focus in them..

They are your jewel.. so you must focus in what's best for them, Ego is nothing compare to them..
Becoming parents is far from easy.. but it wouldnt be that hard if you want to take it one by one..

for me.. I am far from perfect. as a working mom.. I have less time to spend with my family, maybe only in weekend.. But im trying like hell to be.. at least a decent one..

Should not be too hard to try.. isnt it? Just by simply kiss them when you can.. and give them some hugz.. (my hubby will get more than that ..kekekekek... ).. at least.. show them that you adore them.. At least.. as a starter... Well.. im trying.. and still trying.. and never had enough of hugging them..

For me.. divortiare.. keep allll my effort to stay as furthest as i can..

Introducing.. decorating w/ fondant

Gambar-gambar diatas itu .. diambil sekitar 3 bulan yang lalu.. Waktu saya sempatkan untuk berbagi ilmu dengan tetangga-tetangga..

Jadilahh.. berbagi seadanya.. dengan kemampuan dan pengetahuan yang secimprit.. kta bareng2 latihan bareng.. secara.. pengetahuan saya tentang fondant decorating juga sangat minim..

Hasilnya.. hmm.. NOT BAD... sampe besok hari.. masi ditonton2 ajah sama anak2 dan ibu2 yang gak ikutan..hehehe.. seneng juga sieyyy...

Mungkin.. minggu depan saya juga diminta tolong untuk berbagi ilmu dengan RT sebelah.. hehehe.. sebenernya malu juga siey.. kayak tau banyak.. padahal.. baru tau sekadarnya..

Tujuan saya hanya sharing.. mudah2an bisa membantu ibu2 di sekitar .. mudha2an juga bermanfaat.. bisa nambah2 penghasilan..

Kalau sudah kayak gitu.. hmm.. nikmat Tuhanmu yang manakah yang dapat didustakan??

BDCK.. dan suguhan lainnya.

yang ini BDCK anak2 waktu ulang tahun.. hehehe.. keliatannya siey bagus.. coba aslinya.. Mati gaya.. asli dhe..

BAsenya choc cake andalan nyokap.. resepnya mirip2 butter cake ato pound cake.. terus.. dihias fondant.. secara gw.. masi blank soal butter cream..

dalamnya dilapis pake blueberry whippy cream plus blackcherry..

Soal rasa.. anak2 ga ada yang komplen siey.. hehehehe..

Resepnya menyusul yaa...

Happy Birthday .. mijn kinderen..

Selamat Ulang tahun ya nak.. Terima kasih sudah jadi anak-anak yang shaleha dan shaleh..

Mbak echa.. Putri ayah-bunda yang cantik.. sudah 2 tahun jadi anak ayah dan bunda.. terimakasih sudah jadi anak yang pandai, shaleha.. Selalu ngingetin kami untuk shalat.. yang mendorong bunda untuk jadi lebih baik..

I love you princess.. Semoga sehat selalu.. tambah pinter.. jadi anak ayah dan bunda yang shaleha..

Adek Raffa.. jewel of my heart.. terima kasih banyak sudah melengkapi kebahagiaan ayah-bunda.. Terima kasih untuk seluruh ciumnya.. untuk jadi spirit ayah dan bunda.. yang selalu kebagian ngebangunin ayah bunda untuk shalat subuh..

I love you baby.. Semoga sehat selalu, tambah pintar, jadi orang yang shaleh.. amien..

Doa kami berdua.. selalu untuk kalian..

Pasar Tradisional.. yuuuukkkk...

Hmmm..

I love traditional market.. everywhere I go.. I prefer to go to the fresh market..instead a super duper hyper market..

Kunjungan ke pasar tradisional adalah salah satu agenda wajib saya di akhir minggu.. Entah kenapa, I enjoy every visits there.

Do you happen to know that the main ingredients to make rawon is hard to made? Kluwek.. or some people called it picung..or else, is originally came from a fruit that look alike a small jackfruit. IT has seed inside.. When its ripe, than you burried the fruit underground for around 3 days.. Afterward, we can called it Kluwek..

When i was in my younger age, I learn how to pick it, to avoid bitter taste in rawon.. since high quality spices will have high impact in its taste. Up till now, I managed to taste the different between good kluwek nut and bad one.

In the traditional market near my house, I find some rare - snakehead fresh water fish.. traditionally it called ikan gabus - most of us find these salted dry fish.. but there, i can still find fresh ones..

I dont dare to try.. The price for a kilo ranges from 25-35 thousand. Well.. maybe next time..

Else, other reasons why I found traditional market soo interesting.. I always found some funny taste- rare to find vegetables.. I shall inform you further what I found in my next posting..

Dementor?? Iiihhhh

Pagi-pagi... gw dah sibuk blogging.. heheheh..

Udah setaun rasanya blum posting apa2.. jujur aja banyak banget yang mau dituangin di kepala.. waktu buat bloggingnya yang aga2 kurang bisa di manage :)

Pagi tadi.. iseng2 buka salah satu blog.. isinya tentang Dementor..

Buat yang udah pernah baca Harry potter.. pasti tau Dementor apaan.. It is a creature that sucks happiness from other people. .. Baca positingan si Mbot.. pemilik blog itu..bikin gw realize.. bahwa di kehidupan sehari-hari.. banyak banget yang bisa digolongin jadi Dementor..

Gw cuman takut.. naudzubillah.. jangan sampe gw jadi salah satu Dementor itu.. Banyak banget..terutama belakangan ini di kantor.. whom i felt suck my happiness..

Like what i wrote in my last posting.. I used to fall in love with this office, this environment.. SEkarang pelan-pelan rasa itu pupus.. gw agak 2 ilfeel sama kerjaan.. It could be because I had enough..more works to do.. but only a few things that I can learn..

I felt so intimidating when im around the dementor.. Cant hardly say the specific name.. but after reading the post, and some inspiring articles.. I believe its time for me to stand up.. facing what's in front of me.. saying whats right is right.. and speak out loud.. As long as I kept my manner.. I believe I can hang on here..

To be truth.. I am looking for a new job now.. I actually want it to be part of the operation division - as I got some scholarship from BI - which is a bit useless in my current post. But, if I left, it;ll be damn hard to get someone doing my job - who can use the word Assist instead of backing up.. or even support instead of doing hanky panky...

Dementor, sometimes can change into a dark angel.. if you can see what I meant.. it wont suck happiness directly, it will add some pleasure but pain in the end.. geeezzzz...

I miss all my friend @ N2.. I miss this office in the old days.. Most of my friends left already.. People that I admire left for good.. my fellow sister will be leaving soon.. I dont know who will follow her step next month..

Blueberry pancake

alternatif sarapan saat bosan

bahan2 :

250 gr tepung

1/2 sdt bp

vanilla pasta secukupnya

3 btr telur antero

4 sdm susu bubuk

3 sdm mentega - dicairkan

7gr fermipan

6-8 sdm gula

Cara membuat :

semua bahan kecuali mentega cair diaduk, ditambah air secukupnya...

Adonan harus lebih kental dari pada kulit risoles.. set aside for 30-45 minutes

Tambah mentega.. aduk rata..

Panggang dengan teflon, setiap pancake membutuhkan 2 sdm adonan

Bahan2 topping :

150 gr blueberry paletta

5 sdm air matang untuk mencairkan paletta - shiga bisa disiram diatas pancake

skm putih secukupnya..

Taraaaamm.. silahkan dicoba...

Books

There are a few things that I adore in life.. book is one of them..

I dont spend my money much for valuables like any other woman.. but spend a lot to get books.. Still trying to read Laskar Pelangi from Andrea Hirata... But managed to finished two metropop novels yesterday..

I cant call myself a book worm.. but I adore reading.. I prefer to read in English, considering my limitation in speaking/understanding some words.. at least, im learning by reading some words and phrases..

A reason

They are my strength.. my reason to live day by day.. they cheer me up when im down..just by simply calling my name..

I love you guyz...

LIFE...

Lots of reason why I treasure life... And lots of reason why I would not want to let anyone screwing my life..

@ work, i found lots of obstacles.. however I realize that.. sometimes we NEED to stay.. as my family is the priority.. Despite the atmosphere, and work condition that gets harsh day by day.. I decided to stay..

Will try to get my education done asap.. afterward, Maybe.. just maybe if things really get even worse, shall try to look around..

Reality Bites

Pagi ini.. sebuah pesan dari seorang teman baik mengejutkan saya..

Mbak.. I think Im gonna quit my job.. Well.. she told me an endless story of how could it happened..

I stunned.. a bit suprised, since I know as a single parent, she has a son to take care of, and lots of consideration that she must think of.. Well.. there gotta be something BIG.. I mean.. REALLY BIG that makes her decide that she really must go on..

My friend.. is one of the sweetest person that I ever met. .. She is a very strong person, but still sometimes can lost her insanity.. (just like me)... I keep reminding her that she's sweet, smart, but still some painful experience that hurt her psychologically, become her biggest obstacle in life.

But now, she has decided to LEAVE. Due to some jurk that work as her superior. I understand that to become manager, being smart is not the only thing.. but moreover, you have to put your self in the other chair.. have empathy.. be sympathic.. things that seems so easy to do, but people hardly do it.. They think if salary really matters, as the occupancy is getting high, you can get workers easily..

I have to admit that I got tired meeting this kind of people.. some people that think that they are high standard, but turn out to be a bunch of smart-asses.. And they keep forgetting something.. that employees are the company's assets.. they should not treat them like HELL....

What suprised me on this incident is because there's some verbal violent involved. For me, that's unacceptable.. thus, she also mentioned a bit sexual harrasment.. I believe if she can file a report that will be a total humiliation for the company..

This guy, when you meet him, doesnt seem pretty decent at all.. What I meant, even a blind-eye Moody can tell that he's a very (pse forgive my word).. picky... I can see it clearly ever since I met him.. I thought it was just a bad prejudice, however it turn out to be 100% true..

well.. what can I say.. I believe that God prepare the best for her.. Best of luck for my sweetie buddy.. .

Keluargakuw.. Surgakuw..

For me... Family does matter.. they give me strength, spirit, cheer me up when Im down..

Me, like a normal human being, sometimes feel a bit down.. and when im down, all I gotta do is just checking my thumbdrive to see some of my family pictures, or calling my hubby and my children.. just to hear them say.. "We love you bunda.. " That will definitely make my day..

Sometimes, my hubby and I got into some quarrel.. not that we dont love each other.. Its just that even though we've know each other for years, still two persons is different than one.. If you can see what i mean.. We have different point of you and compromise is the only thing that work best for us.

When I got tired, and he got tired of quarelling, we just hugs each other and say sorry.. For some relief, I use to show him some messages that he sent me years ago.. showing how far we are right now.. blessed with two lovely children that become our strength.. even in our bad times..

We can hardly make ends meet, but the priority is very clear.. Our children are the priority.. Whatever it takes.. they are our priority.. We have endless prayers for them.. Hopefully they know how much we care.... As we love them unconditionally...

Chocolate.. anyone..

Chocolate.. Anyone.. ??

I cant declare my self as a chocolate lover, indeed I am quite fond of it.. Dark Chocolate mostly, even I cant hardly refuse any other chocolate..

I believe that I inherit it from my late father.. we both have dark chocolate everytime we went out fishing together..

Anyway, the chocolate cakes on top is the first birthdaycake that i made. Its for my mother in law - Butter cake with dark choc ganached, topped with jellies and garnished with sprinkles.. Using low fat butter and soy bean milk for the cake, I think the taste is not as good as 'the sinful' one.. as I always use butter and full cream milk :)

The chocolate stick is some orders I got from a friend.. who said that she'll be giving it to the orphanage house.. (Insya Allah bermanfaat)..

Baking for fun..

This is what I do in my spare time.. I love baking, well.. not cant say only baking, moreover I love cooking..

My love ones adore my cooking - that inspired me to do more for them.. Since I spent very little of my time with them..

They are, indeed.. my valuable..

Breakfast

Blueberry Pancake..

Cant say that im quite fond of blueberry.. aparently my daughter seems to inherit that from me. She finished 3 pancake that garnished with moraschino's cherry, topped with a bit of blueberry jam and sweetened milk.

Family

People get their strength from different sources.. Mine? Got them from these people.. I feel alive when they're around me.. they give me strength, never let me down even in some harsh condition that occured lately.. I love you guyz..

Hectic Atmosphere @ Work

Duluuuuu bangeeettt..

Gw jatuh cinta sama nie kantor.. suasananya kondusif, segala sesuatu dapat dipermudah, orang-orangnya juga asik-asik.. no hurt feelings.. segala sesuatu saling bantu..

Everything was crystal clear..

And then.. unlike any other cinderella story, life is never unspoken, life can never be predicted, life is easy but still complicated, and there are no such thing like.. it will last forever, or happily ever after.. The storm began..

Not that I complain my biggest Manager as he is a very humble man.. Just some people around him that trigger the gun.. that explodes several times a day..

Capek banget rasanya.. sampe2 gw berpikir kalao its no longer self esteem being here.. its just basic needs... cuman ngliat anak2 gw..mengingat kebutuhan2 mereka.. THAT's ABOUT ALL!!!!!

My heart for this company has gone.. Probably, many of these newbie has complained about me.. yeah.. like i care..

Positifnya.. disini baik untuk belajar (hmm... dengan segenap ujian setiap hari.. kapan coba??)
Negatifnya??? Doesnt take a genious to know that there're lots..and lots.. and lots... I've always try to think positive when a few things collaps in my hand, however, still.. always fail to understand the positive side which encourage my couriousity.. Is it just me?? or what??

Lepas dari apapun.. being here is only to fulfill my needs.. basic needs.. else?? NO.. NADA..
Anywayyy.. gw berpegang dari salah satu dalil bahwa kerja itu ibadah..jadi musti iklas.. udah deeehh.. hehehe...

banyak2 istigar mungkin itu kuncinya yA??... kita lihat saja nanti dhe.. pertama kali posting kayaknya gw banyak komplen yaa..

Anyway.. .guyzz.. paling tidak..at least gw ada yang bisa dbawa pulang tiap bulannya.. *alhamdulillah.. doakan biar gw tetep amanah.. sabar.. tawakal.. amien..