While he was sleeping...

Being a wife for almost 10 years, knowing him for almost 18 years..
Made me realize that i have miss lots of moments of us.. That someday i might regret..

In some chatty moment, hubby shared me his best moment he has.. after we got married..

and NOOOO.. It wasnt when we had some.. .. (you name it your self)..

But it was when I survive delivering our baby girl when she was just 34.5 weeks, and having my second pregnancy not long after that...

What stunned me was the third sentence : And when watching you sleeping next to me..

Still gazing as im quite suprise..

He continue his endless explanation : "It was when you were sleeping.. i realize the bond we had..
"It may not for eternity - but i will surely ask Allah for that"...

And just a few days back..

I got home a bit late.. both children were already aslept.
I can see that hubby was quite worn out for whatever activity he had that day..yet, he got me some warm water for bathing, and a cup of warm tea..

After bathing, i realize that he went to bed earlier..

And..

I did exactly what he did to me.. Watching him sleeping..
He was pretty worn out that day.. saw him snore a bit..
He didnt even awake when i finally cuddling in his arms.. kiss him goodnite..

At that moment of silence.. i feel so blessed . I instantly forget all arguments that we had daily.. small small things that can easily spark bigger problem..

And I thank God for what i have..

So.. this is for you dearest..

I love you to the moon and back.. 

Thank you for everything..